Happy Anniversary

Happy 4th Anniversary, sayang. 

I love you more than you ever imagined. I love you with my whole life. I love you with every breath that I take. Thank you for keeping up with me and stay during my darkest time. 

I would not know what I’d do without you. I don’t think I’ll ever be sane if I lose you. 

Tapi semuanya dari Allah. Alhamdulillah

What is meant for you will always be yours

Dulu kan. Masa nak beli rumah ni. Sis bgtau my husband sis tak kisah pon rumah perumahan area mana asalkan dapat beli rumah sendiri. For me kawasan tu bukan my priority la. but my husband and my father in law yang beria nak rumah area taman ni jugak 

So bila ada iklan rumah untuk dijual mesti tak jadi la beli sbb husband dengan bapa mertua tak setuju kalau area lain. Sis yang x kisah area apa ni dah sedih dah sbb tak dpt proceed nk beli rumah.

Tapi Allah baik sangat. few months later, lepas sis habis pantang ada iklan orang jual rumah area yang my husband nak sangat- sangat tu. Dapat pulak jiran-jiran yang baik Alhamdulillah, kawasan perumahan tu pun memang terjaga.

What is meant for you will always be yours. Trust Allah. Hanya Allah je yang tau apa yang terbaik untuk kita semua so trust Him.

Kenapa kena ada jalan berliku kalau dah mmg Allah tetapkan itu untuk kita? Sebab Allah nak ajar kita untuk bersabar dan letak kepercayaan sepenuhnya pada Dia. kita akan less worry knowing that semua yang terjadi Allah dah aturkan dengan izinNya. Pujuk hati mcm tu selalu. 

InsyaAllah hati akan rasa lebih tenang.

Permergian yang dicemburui.

Kadang kadang bukan tak sedih dengan keadaan. Tapi as manusia kita kena belajar adapt dengan semua situasi kan. 

Lagipun takdir setiap orang tak sama. Kita mungkin boleh bersimpati dengan kesedihan orang lain tapi tak boleh sampai terlalu bersedih. Takdir orang kita tak tahu. 

Semuanya rahsia Allah. Semoga yang kehilangan di dunia bertemu di syurga. Semoga yang bersedih di dunia nanti akan gembira di syurga. Lapangkan hati kami ya Allah menerima setiap ujian yang Engkau berikan. 

Semua orang sayangkan awak aaiq, our ensemboy. Sempat jugak aunty jumpa awak masa Hari Raya tahun ni.

Struggle to be better

Struggling to practice it

Some of us on internet or probably in real life never care bout others feelings. They say what they want, hurtful words especially, janji puas hati.

Change. Only speak good words or remain silent. If you have nothing to say or youre someone yang jenis naaaaaaaak je bercakap bout bad thing, shut your mouth. Or if youre a friend to someone yang macam tu, let them talk but you walk away okay? Haha

Improve ourselves from day to day, it's fine if people don't see what we are doing, what we are struggling. Kumpul the good deeds, as much as we can. Insya Allah He will help u.

May Allah ease everyone who is struggling to be better.

Hatred

Some people will never grow. they will never get over their hatred, never allow themselves to heal, they will try to scratch your wound because they’re wounded, they will never be able to bear seeing you do good while they feel bad, they will feed their ego with unbehaved provoking just to prove themselves their superiority over you, they will stay bitter because they choose to. 

Remember to love and guard yourself enough to stay away. 

Just because they are in desperate need for attention no matter in which form doesn’t mean they can puke their emotional garbage onto you. stay away. they aren’t deserving of a single reaction.